Jessie, I can't believe it was a month on wednesday you had died. I feel like you were here yesterday but at the same time feel like i have been missing you forever. Your picture is right next to my bedside and i talk to you all the time, as you know, but i just wish so much that you were in my arms. It's only starting to hit me now that you are gone. I still feel anger every time i think about it, i can't explain the pain i feel when i know i can't see you. I keep going over in my head the fact you were here one minute and gone the next. It is not fair! I remember the last thing i said to you 'love you jessie!', as i was leaving yours the night you went to sleep and never woke, but little did i know then they would be my last words to you. Your mummy and daddy are obviously heartbroken, and we're all around them making sure we get through you being gone together. Travis and baby Charlie kiss your picture all the time, they miss their little sister! I hope your great nanny and grandad read you the letter from me that you took with you. I know you are ok in heaven but i bet you miss us too, we all miss you more than i could explain jessie. I love you beyond belief Jessie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 16th of May 2008 and will burn for 84 years and 1 day.