Can't believe it's a whole year without you Jess. I can't describe how much I miss you, how much we all miss you. I can't get over the fact you will be turning 2 tomorrow. It is so wrong that you are not here with us to celebrate it. I will be coming to visit you anyway tomorrow my gorgeous angel! I know you will be ok up there and bet you was looking down on all of us at Christmas. I can't tell you how horrible it was, the fact that you weren't there on christmas day with us, opening all your presents. You were always the spoilt little baby girl, being the only one haha! Imagine your presents on Christmas!! I keep wondering whether you are growing up in heaven or you have stayed the same age you fell asleep. I wish I knew. when I'm up there with you Jess I will, I'm just happy knowing you're ok up there now. Please stay with your mum, dad, Trav and Charlie tonight. It's going to be so hard being without you again. They have a huge gap in their lifes without you. they need you more than ever. I miss you more than anything Jess, a big change will hopefully come for me in 2010, i want to be a better person. I hope you will help me on the way my angel. I love you more than I can even begin to explain xxxxxxxxxxx p.s your little baby cousin Heyden started walking properly yesterday, I cnat belive you never got to meet him, im sure you have been watching over him though, he is always reminded of his big cousin Jessie, always wanting to play with your photo in Auntie Christine's living room. I love you Jesssie xxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 31st of December 2009 and will burn for 85 years 7 months and 16 days.